Please send help ( Anger against my boyfriend )

2021.10.23 15:48 Silent_Reaction_3028 Please send help ( Anger against my boyfriend )

Hey
I'm A. i'm a french 27 yo little person who were diagnosed BPD 10 years ago.
I'm not on medication ( i'm afraid of Xeroquel because i have eating disorder ) right now, but i see 2 therapist by month.
I have a lovely boyfriend who is the sweetest person ever, and he is so patient and calm. I mean, i don't usually date poeple like that, ahah. It's a big change and a big chance in my life so i don't want to ruin this because of my impulsivity and my chaos addiction.
Today i'm asking you about tips. It's Saturday night and usually poeple go out and party all night. I'm sober and introvert, but my boyfriend isn't. He goes out with some friends of him, nothing to be worried but i'm getting jalous and paranoid.
I tried earlier to go out by myself, but i was afraid and feeling pathetic so i took the bus and came home. Now, i'm angry against the world cause when my favorite person is not here, i feel empty, and i'm angry about him cause he don't need me to have fun.
Obviously a part of my is glad to see him having fun, i'm not a total monster, but damn you know HOW MUCH its hard.
Maybe you can give me tips for dealing with my anger. I try right now to dont spam his phone, and to take a big breath by myself, alone at my place.
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2021.10.23 15:48 Klutzy_Advantage1179 Piping (redirecting?) program A stdout to program B stdin

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One would send a request, and the other would reply with an answer. How could I achieve this? I think I lack the terminology to properly research the problem.
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2021.10.23 15:48 idkwhatiamdoingg Win10 fails to boot. Dual boot with Ubuntu

Setup:

Here's what happens:
output of sudo mount /dev/sdb4 /media/useTHIS_IS_THE_SSD Failed to load runlist for $MFT/$DATA. highest_vcn = 0x5f684, last_vcn - 1 = 0x5f8bf Failed to load $MFT: Input/output error Failed to mount '/dev/sdb4': Input/output error NTFS is either inconsistent, or there is a hardware fault, or it's a SoftRAID/FakeRAID hardware. In the first case run chkdsk /f on Windows then reboot into Windows twice. The usage of the /f parameter is very important! If the device is a SoftRAID/FakeRAID then first activate it and mount a different device under the /dev/mappe directory, (e.g. /dev/mappenvidia_eahaabcc1). Please see the 'dmraid' documentation for more details.
output of sudo ntfsfix /dev/sdb4 (the SSD) Mounting volume... Failed to load runlist for $MFT/$DATA. highest_vcn = 0x5f684, last_vcn - 1 = 0x5f8bf Failed to load $MFT: Input/output error FAILED Attempting to correct errors... Failed to load runlist for $MFT/$DATA. highest_vcn = 0x5f684, last_vcn - 1 = 0x5f8bf Failed to load $MFT: Input/output error FAILED Failed to startup volume: Input/output error Checking for self-located MFT segment... OK Unrecoverable error Volume is corrupt. You should run chkdsk.
Ideas?
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